I broke up with my ex a month ago after he choose to continue drinking and using prescription pills over me and blaming me for EVERYTHING that went wrong in his life. I was over it after 6 years, and found out he is with someone new who knows nothing of his past so he can start fresh as he called it. So we have not talked or seen each other since then. 6 YEARS OF LOVE, LIVING TOGETHER and memories...GONE in the blink of an eye.
I know him wanting to drink and be with someone else, should make me want to kill him but, becuase i loved him so much I miss him everyday and still cant stop crying and have never been so broken hearted. How can someone love you for 6 years and try to get help over and over agian for you just say never mind, its easier to just give up and walk away from true love. I pray ALL THE TIME, for god to give me strength to get through this and stay strong....Its so hard.
Please give me words of wisdom to let me kwno how to get through each day and stop crying.
