Originally Posted by
Willybluedog 
quetzal,
I was addicted to my ex-wife and to our drama, I had to get her out of my system, she hurt me so badly, she was verbally and physically abusive, yet I craved her like a drug, I had to detox from her.
It gets better, but it does not get better fast. Some days you make progress, most of the time it is two steps forward and one step back.
Bill
Oh dear, this is what i'm feeling like right now. It's an addiction. They are toxic and we are addicted subconsciously.
I just read the sticky note last nite about this, titled "the brain chenical of the loved one". It's about the adrenaline level in our brain. We were so used to the drama they brought us. Since we left them, there's no more drama and our brain is not adapted to the extreme change. We craved for the drama...
I'm ready to go through this. I'll meet psychologist next Wed.
Take care! U are not alone.
*hug*