Welcome TriGirl
HelloKitty - I'm on various medications...not anti depressants at the moment although I have been years ago...
I think there's a vast difference between medications we take to help us maintain a quality of life, and drugs we abused to escape life.
JMO
You've decided not to be a hermit after all HF?
As long as you feel ready, and you feel integrally committed to not drinking, you'll be OK.
D