dbh,Sorry to Hear of Such a Sad Story.
My Brother Died when his Daughter was only 3,I had to tell her All about Him.
Her husband Was Murdered only a Couple of Years Ago.....How sad is That.
Yes,I often ask myself the Same thing....Why Me,Alcoholic,Benzo Addict, Clean and Sober now 26 years,why do I still suffer so much.
We all get our Different Journeys to Eternity......In this Valey Of Tears We have to Trust that in the Long Run , A Higher Power will make sense of it all.....to us.