30 days only, but man do I feel strong!
I just wanted to say thank you to all the participants in this site. I have not been here long, but have benefitted in ways that are unbelievable all ready.
I feel so much stronger, personally, spiritually, and recovery wise.
I have finally been able to release the control my ex b/f had over me, and be rid of him once and for all. I had no idea how much anger I was harbouring for him, and myself for tolerating all the crap.
He is a sex addict and drug addict in denial. You know its right when you feel so good letting them go 100%. I know that this disease is insidious and can keep you in unhealthy relationships so it can resurface when you feel stressed. I take full responsibility for my relapse, and my bad choices with b/f. I am 30 days clean today, and feel stronger than ever with more resolve than the first time around.
Today I am grateful for my recovery, and grateful to everyone in this site.