I am not sure that you were listening to Wonderland's beast, TU. It didn't seem to me that Wonderland was looking forward to being able to drink if and when some chemical imbalance were to be corrected. I thought it was more along the lines of the common question that is asked in early sobriety - why do I drink too much? Would I not want to drink (at all maybe) if my serotonin levels were good and all neurotransmitters were just fine, thanks very much?
Sometimes a cigar is just a cigar.