Welcome sntinatree - It's wonderful to have you as part of the family. I'm so sorry you lost your mom, but she would be so proud of you for making the decision to get well.
It sounds like you have everything going for you - support, medical advice, and us.
We hope you'll continue to share how you're feeling. I don't know what I would have done without SR during my first few months. I was very anxious and scared to let go of the only life I'd known. Coming here took the edge off my anxiety. I was no longer alone - everyone here understood what I was going through. It meant everything to me. I hope you'll feel the same. Congratulations on your 3 days!