I know, he means a lot to me and if it's meat to be it will be. I've spent so much time focusing on how great the past was and how scared I am for the future instead of focusing on the here an now, and right now he needs me and I don't want to throw him off. Hopefully the support and comfort I offer helps and he remembers it when he's ready.
He has said that he's scared though because we are so close and we do care about each other that it might confuse him, I told him that I wouldn't let it happen. Thanks everybody for your insights and everything. If anybody else wants to add to this please do, still working on focusing on the positivity and hope of it all and this is helping so please keep adding if you have anything else to say.