Fifty is anything but old. Get that out of your head. I would strongly urge you to see a physician familiar with alcoholism and have them perscribe some anti-depressant. I was on Lexapro for a while but it stopped being effective. I got switched to Pristiq and have been depression free since. It helped me break the alcohol cycle. Those of us with "dual-diagnosis" have to treat both issues at the same time. One feeds off the other. In order to break free we need to deal with both.
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Last edited by Charon; 02-09-2012 at 06:02 AM.
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