Very greateful for this site i have gotten so much out of it already. There is always someone to talk to and people reaching out. If need be i just go into the chat room to vent! Im glad everyone is doing so well. Made it to the meeting today, they asked me to share first which was good got to spill my beans. Was walking home and was just embracing the beauty of nature and thinking of how im able to do this now made me feel good. Have alot of thoughts as to my past constantly, bad things i have done, friends ive hurt, family. I try to get out of that thinking im not at a point in my recovery where i can handle my emotions well enough to do anything about it.