Life is full of great day, miserable days and run of the mill days, I think
I think it's pretty normal to feel foggy, confused, irritable and a little depressed in early recovery, though?
It's part of the healing process - it's the very first baby steps in moving from what you have been towards what you could be
IMO, the worst thing you could do would be to give in to that desire to get high, dG.
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