Just starting to find a new beginning....
Where to start.........I know most alcoholics say that they had to hit "rock bottom" before committing to sobriety. I am choosing to change before this , simply because I feel it is time to. I can no longer deny that there is a problem. It saddens me and also makes me sick to my stomach to think of all the people that I have hurt on my self destructive road. Blaming circumstances of my life instead of facing them. I have always prided myself on being honest ( sometimes brutally) to everyone and yet I continued to lie to myself.
I suppose to the "outside" world I seem to be put together well......Happily married to a GREAT guy, 5 healthy, beautiful children , and great friends and family. But I have been enabling myself....and it ends NOW !
PLEASE if anyone has suggestions, Thank You SO much !