I had some noticeable beast stirring coming back from the club last night- this was a common beast excuse to use when I'd had a bad night in the past.
At first I began reminding myself of the reasons I didn't want to take drugs again but I you said TU I soon realized this wasn't the best way of doing things since I realized doing this is justifying myself to my beast. As soon as I returned to my mantra 'it wants drugs, -I- never take drugs and will never change my mind' the feelings quickly subsided.