Hi Dee. I would get fired from my job.
I understand that - I also understand you could get fired from your job if you keep drinking too.
I'm not saying rehab's the answer - I don't know what your answer is - only you can work that out - but you owe it to yourself to try everything that's available and appropriate for you, Ahab...if you're not getting support at home it's probably even more important to have some other kind of support network going....
You can do this
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