thank you dbh
some days I feel strong for keeping my stand and boundries, other days like today I feel hurt and don't want to think about it. One thing I just keep reminding myself is not to get too wrapped up in what's going on every single minute of the day. It can drive me crazy.
I believe it will work out for the best, I just have to keep my strenght and conviction. I have to be like the engine of the train.
Many times my kids would say to me "mom you're so strong, you're the strongest woman I know" and I think to myself, "if they only knew the torment I go through inside, they wouldn't say that".