Hey, great job on these 2 days sober. It is so hard at first... time seems like it is standing still. With more time sober, I bet you'll start feeling better. I know it probably sounds glib, but you've got a lot of healing to do. In early recovery our emotions are all over the place. I've got 7 months and they are still pretty wild, lol. It does get easier once the shock of being sober wears off, I think. Good luck & keep posting!