Crazy: Why are you still separated after two years? I can understand holding on, but even for someone like me who would give anything for my AW (soon to be X) I don't see how or why you would hold on for that long. If it were me in that situation, I don't think I would feel like I were living my life.. Granted it's only been three or four months for me, but I'm letting go now because my Alcoholic told me she didn't want me in her life.. what are you holding on for? Just wondering.