Eliasson. Face it; You cannot handle one or two drinks. If you could, you would not be a member here. It is not the liquid in the glass that is the problem, it is us holding in that glass. The people in this forum are simply not meant to drink alcohol, our addictive personalities cant handle it.
Think of all the ppl around you that you will hurt if you allow your self those drinks (from one or two drinks it can easily escalate into something much worse as we all know)... Think of how you let yourself down.
We are better than letting that stupid little voice in our head win over us again, that voice has won enough battles already.
Good luck Eliasson
(Btw, weird question, but is your last name Swedish?)