Originally Posted by
lilac0721 
Yes, day one again for me. I've been hiding my drinking from my husband. He's out of town this weekend, and I am so tempted to go get another bottle to ease the loneliness I am feeling. Not to mention the physical discomfort I'm experiencing.
That's a tough one. I know whenever my wife would go on a trip, that was a serious trigger for me to go on a rediculous bender. I can never hide the drinking from her well. She can tell immediately when I'm drinking. Unfortunately she drinks too much as well. No where near the levels I down, but enough to see she has a problem. I'm not blaming her for anything, but her drinking around me all the time makes staying away from it very difficult. Plus she never makes a stand when I give in to alcohol again. I would rather she just slap me and say I'm being a good for nothing father to my too daughters by hitting the bottle. But I have no one to blame but myself.