Thank you to you all for your comments. I think I feel at-ease with this dis-ease thing now. Its just when you go to some meetings some people really go on and on about there disease and taking there daily medicine etc. I thought I had to believe I was always going to have a disease. who gives a **** what it is Disease, Illness, sickness or addiction. As long as I accept I can never drink alcohol again and As I started this post with I am extremely Happy and at peace with never Drinking alcohol again,
I Love being sober.