Thank you all for the encouraging words and for sharing your own experiences. Every time I come to this site I get excited about moving forward sober.
If I can sleep tonight (lame excuse, I know), I hope to find a nearby Beginners AA meeting for tomorrow.
I really hope my sleep pattern evens out soon. Im pumped to move forward with my life in recovery and finding new job etc, but feel a little like Im running in place because insomnia/anxiety has me as I said in thread title, underwater.
Ive been dipping into the chat room here at times as well...hope to see some of you there.