Welcome Shane - It's wonderful you found us, & I'm so glad you're feeling better.
I could take or leave alcohol in my early drinking years. I didn't understand what was meant when they said it's a 'progressive disease'. I kept trying to manage the amounts I drank because I didn't want to give it up all together, but in the end I was completely dependent on it. I'm proud of you for recognizing what needs to be done and taking action - you'll never crash & burn the way many of us did later in life.
It sounds like you're on your way to a whole new beginning. Everything can turn around for you as you get well. Keep posting & let us know your progress - we care.