Curmudgeon, Electrical Engineer, Guitar God Wannabe
Join Date: Jan 2012
Location: Where the mighty arms of Atlas hold the heavens from the Earth
Posts: 3,403
Boldaslove,
Thank you for your input.
The difficulty I have is, occasionally, I personalize it. The truth of the matter is she's dual diagnosis and, thus, very sick. The good news for me is she's gone, and I have no desire to allow her back into my life where she could (again) cause of lot of damage. That's what she'd do, and she wouldn't even blink an eye. And I do not love her anymore. While I don't want anything bad to happen to her, the emotional investment I had in her recovery is zero.
Somehow, I'm going forward. It's not pretty every day, but I've got a lot to be thankful for. Someday soon, hopefully, I'll be back up to full speed.
ZoSo