hey kiki-
just sending my support to you, as you have always done for me.
i cannot add anything to the subject, but that i can totally understand what you feel for your grandchild. i raised my niece because of the bad environment she was growing up in with her mom. for you little one to have to be around that is just painful to think about. what the hell is wrong w people that for the sake of their kids they don't take it down a notch.