Open for suggestions...please
I love being sober, there is nothing like being sober. I like how I feel, the clarity I get. I am actually able to follow through on things. BUT WHY CANT I STAY SOBER!!!!!!!
I had 21 days yesterday and bam I went to a concert there was an open bar and instaed of leaving which I almost did or call another sober person which I almost did too. No not me I thought I could drink a few and stop.
What kills me is I am just picking up my self financially. I got some money yesterday, for a job I did . And I spent most of it, after the bar was not open and they bagan to charge.
WHY?????
Im happy I made it to work today, but im not all there mentally
How do you people stay sober...How????
Sometimes I even feel like God doesnt want me sober...