choices
It's hard because his behavior and actions say he wants to stay in the old life and yet he dreams and babbles about the possibility of a new life. I listen to both with great detachment. It's rather painful because you don't know which way he is going to fall and it makes me want to give up. All I can do is go out and meditate on the beach with God. But it is also like all my coping and way of dealing with life is so far beyond him as he has no coping skills. He gets infuriated with my coping too. :/