You can do this...you really can. It's a choice that if you repeatedly do it will get so much easier. Those first few steps can be the hardest but before long you'll be walking in high cotton...Peace to you...and remember, the only thing in the world that can keep you sober or free from using is "YOU"....no-one or no-thing in the world will ever make that choice for you...no program of recovery, no sponsor, no spouse, no child, nothing...But "You" can...and I know you can because I see others do it...I see myself do it daily...I make a personal choice not to use and then I go out into the world of temptation and get busy.
Cob