Hey, sounds like youre on the beginning of the correct path! Im 48 married and clean for 18 days now. I could give you all the little peptalky thing things but it sounds you have lived quite a bit for some one so young!
Well, you know then that when things are really sh***y they always get better, sometimes just takes a bit of time and hard work, right?. This is a great spot, this forum, I mean. I find that one of the best ways to not use is to find other things to do and hangin out on the SR forum kills two birds with one stone in that it kills time and it can also help me deal with my problem, and who knows, I might even help someone else. Whatever you do, keep postin, were always here to listen!