Surrender
I might have a slight taste of it. Tired of fighting my giant ego that led me nowhere good. I think in sobroety I can't close myself to anything.
The essential surrender happens within you, it has nothing to do with anybody outside you. The basic surrender is a relaxation, a trust — so don’t be misguided by the word. Linguistically, surrender means to surrender to somebody, but religiously, surrender simply means trust, relaxing. It is an attitude rather than an act: you live through trust. - Osho