Hi, I'm sorry for your relapse and what you must be feeling now. I wonder, what was it that made you think it was ok to drink? Did you forget? Did you think that maybe you'd be fine if you just drank that one time? Today is day 25 for me, and I want this to be my life for years to come. It would help me greatly if I knew what you, and others, felt and thought when you decided to drink again, especially after such a long period of time.