6 months and I blew it
I wasn't stressed. I wasn't upset. I had it in my mind that I was going to go buy a pint of vodka and I did. I had no self control. Today I sit here reliving all of the hell I put myself and my family through. It wasn't worth it. It didn't feel good. The romance it once had was not there. I am not going back to that dark place again. I am so disappointed in myself. Back to square one.