almost 4 months and relapsed
Hello,
Well, I decided to drink again after almost getting to 4 months, even was offered some pills and did them (did not enjoy that) . The resentments kicked my a.. I thought I would have seen more results, but it seemed like I was going in circles going nowhere. I have been constantly looking for work and was so frustrated, so sick and tired.. Have not used in 4 days now, so I have stopped. boy, this sucks again. I have a sponsor, was going to meetings, have a network. What is wrong with me? I was even seeing a therapist and was told I need to get out of myself, more service or even volunteering. Sorry, I could not do that - I felt real uncomfortable. This roller coaster life really sucks, but I guess I was again expecting too much out of recovery. sounds like wa,wa,wa.. but just telling it like it is. thanks for reading.