Originally Posted by
Complexiti 
I am drinking and I feel so ill. Can go weeks no drink then start again and that is where I am now. Been drinking for maybe a week now.
Don't have much left and know I will feel even worse when it has gone and the alcohol tries to leave my system.
I hate it. I suppose I am drunk but I am a functioning alcoholic and can hide it but I know I am probably drunk. And I know how bad I will feel when this wears off and I have no more alcohol in the house.
I hate myself
You are certainly one of us. Looking forward to hearing more from you as we go along.
Wishing you the best.
Bob R.