I'm exhausted with life. I am emotionally spent and I just want the past to stay there, in the past. I don't want to be this person anymore. I want free from it all.
That's exactly how I felt when I was drinking. I felt like I was teetering on the edge emotionally and mentally. When the idea of drinking pops into my head, I think about those days.
Find what works for you and do something daily to stay motivated. I'm my own worst enemy, so in addition to recovery stuff I'm working on being kinder to myself. I'm excited about your getting a sponsor - keep moving forward (one day at a time!)
