Things I lost...
self-respect and dignity ambition desire to improve myself friends
purse, wallet, money, shoes, and coat memory (BLACKOUTS!!)
car (I can't tell you how many times I woke up and had no idea where my car was. Literally, looking out the window and wondering where the heck I parked it. Or maybe I left it at the bar and got a ride home.)
I'm so happy I don't have live like that anymore.