Originally Posted by
Zebra1275 
I know whats missing.... Meetings
Going to meetings won't keep you sober. You need to get a sponsor and work the 12 steps. And you need to work your program daily.
That being said, go to a meeting today, and if you don't have one try to find a temporary sponsor.
I totally agree. I had a sponsor before, like 6 months ago.... And I liked her, but.... She has never relapsed and that is important to me to have someone who has screwed up their program in the past....you understand? I have the list of people who I can call, but that phone weighs 10,000 lbs and its the hardest phone call to make. That being said, I will do that right away. I'll call someone today and ask for their support. Thank you!