Originally Posted by Lost3000

You are so not alone Lisa. I too am like you, successful, 39 yrs. old, good husband (who hasn't left me thank god), great career. Outside, I look fine, well at least to those who do not know me. Inside, I'm a shell.

I've had to actually convince my husband I'm an alcoholic. He still doesn't entirely believe, but I think it will come about eventually. I too have been told that I don't appear drunk. My husband does say, if I drank like you I'd be on the floor. So he knows. Maybe he just doesn't want to admit it.

Hang in there.