well, beginning of day 12...yesterday was full of concerning bad news, but i didn't feel at all that i wanted or needed to drink, so that is good. I dont know what the spin off from that news will be...seems it would have been better to remain in the closet, rather than come clean about everything..seems now all types of Authorities want to involve themselves, i dont trust doctors any longer, and who knows what will happen with my work. I wont drink today...in fact, dont think i can/will ever drink again, but I certainly didn't expect alll this crap to come cascading down on me..i should have just kept my mouth shut. I hope everyone keeps sober, have a good day, and will upddate when i know more..peace