I made my first smart decision
I was posting earlier about wanting to have a birthday party this weekend and I am aware that is a dumb idea. I have 1 clean day and that was last week. Anyway, it is suppost to be in the 40s this weekend (heatwave for usa midwest!) and I called my two closest friends and said that for my birthday I wanted to go walk a few miles to a nearby bakery and have lunch and walk back. It sounds peaceful and healthy. Tigger41...thank you. I don't know what it was about that simple post, but it clicked.