I am trying to convince myself that letting go is the best thing for her. I told her today that I can't go on this ride with her anymore. She wants my approval of her decision to go back to the heroin addict, whom she claims is now clean. I didn't give it, but she is going anyway. It is her easy solution. My heart aches for her situation. I want her to be okay, but I understand she has to want it too.