Originally Posted by
Windytown4 
...thinking of how much I want to quit every day.
I think I would really benifit from connecting with other people quitting.
I keep thinking about attending a local NA meeting but am not sure it is right for me.
...keep thinking about finding a therapist but still no go.
I do feel like I am going to go for it one of these days soon as I think about quitting every day.
Take if from an old pothead, THINKING isn't doing. It may feel like action, and it certainly beats
not thinking about your situation, but how much stuff in your life remained in your brain as thoughts? Dreams never to be acted on?
If you are the way I was when I smoked, a lot.
Don't let this happen to your recovery. There is too much at stake.
Good luck.