loyusblossum021,
Thanks for your input, so sorry for all you are going through, I am so proud of you, almost a whole year sober, that is so cool!
Please hang in there, if you need someone to talk to I will be here for you, if you need a shoulder or a big bear hug I can do that too.
Hope everything works out ok, I will say a prayer for you.
Best of luck,
Bill