Welcome to SR ae01313!!
Like all the others here said, you know you have a problem so do not let the others around you convince you that you don't.
Luckily enough, my hubby saw somewhat of how much I drank (I say somewhat because he didn't always fully see how much I drank. I hid a lot!) so now that I'm in recovery he is fully supporting me 100%.
Just keep coming here. It really helps!