Sarah!
Lots of good folks here for you. What are you going to do differently this time? Have you thought about AA? Smart techniques and meetings? Face to face counseling? Have you talked over honestly how much you drink with your Doctor? Rehab? There are lots of things you can do in addition to here, but SR is a vital part for me because except for initial in-patient treatment, only SR is here 24/7 with no appointment necessary.
Welcome again! I look forward to your posts.