That's what I have been thinking about A LOT the last few days...
I know that the drama that they cause are not the reason why I drink...I drink because I am addicted...but I guess since a lot of my drinking...actually, ALL of my drinking took place in this basement that it's really hard sometimes to just get home and come down here....like...this is supposed to be HOME...
I don't know...
I am unsure if certain people triggered you as well Sapling...
Sometimes I just simply cannot deal with the drama. It seems crazy to me...
If there is some sort of argument I have a crazy urge to drink to forget about it....