I'm sorry for your situation, but I think you need to make some change, A change, any change. Changing one thing in your situation will cause a ripple effect in your life. I finished my university program using online courses because I couldn't manage the anxiety/depression at the times I was in the classroom.
There are tons of opportunities for you to move forward, but you need to take action. I have found many good books on dealing with anxiety. No, it probably won't go away, but you can learn to live the best life you can.
And, I've said it a thousand times on the boards because I believe so strongly - if you want a social life with sober people, volunteer. Get out in your community and do something to help others.