alcohol is my only friend
makes me feel warm and fuzzy
my life sucks
zero direction, zero structure, zero consistent social structure
getting to an AA meeting and watching television is what I do all day
I'm afraid. I couldn't finish my last semester of school because of anxiety, depression, and alcohol. Fkn pathetic. Had no consistent social circle. ONly time I had social contact was when I called a couple other people who liked to drink and when out with them. Other than that nothing. GPA sucks. Feel like sht. I haven't been able to achieve orgasm in 5 years due to some meds ive been on.(even since discontinuation) and alcohol is truly my best outlet for relief.
p.s.
I have urinated my pants passed out drunk countless times. Including in bed with women. This has done wonders for my self esteem.