"I am really annoyed with people saying that I have an ego."( quote )
Really - maybe you need to get enough annoyed to get some real =help
NOT ONLY do you have an ego - bit it is running the show ( your addiction )
Hanging around people who are drinking/partying - IS PURE SELF DESTRUCTIVE behavior
easily leading to relaspse !
I wish you the best - cause you will need it
I wish you blessings and good luck !!! and HUGS !
BUT GET REAL and Get with the program !
You are headed for self destruction with no intervention.
This is a very bad disease !!