Hey, I am no expert in these matters, but all I could say is that I wish you the best in this difficult time. Seek counsel, and try to keep yourself happy. I am having struggles with depression too, mainly because of lonliness. I get great advice here. Keep reading and expressing your thoughts and feelings. People here WILL help.
BTW, I visited HH in 2009 around memorial day to perform at a plaza right in front of Hinchey's Chicago Bar & Grill's old location. HH was alotta fun...
Wish you all the best...