Thanks. I am staying put for the next couple of weeks. Lucky I was making good money while I was working here. He babysat my kids a lot of the time while I was working. He offered....I guess he decided it was too much work to be in a relationship with a single mom.
At any rate, I can't stand the thought of contacting him. I will have my friend contact him sometime today. It's funny. I dreamt last night of texting him that I wish him the best. I was thinking that he would be contacting me soon. That it was two weeks after he left last time that he contacted me. I am a sick woman! Wishing him the best would be the detached thing to do, but right now I just want to inflict harm on him. I want him to HURT....
It's all so emotionally charged for me, but he just cuts it off. Snip, he's done. No emotion, no feeling. I hate it when a sick person's behavior is saner than mine...